John Yuntan
John Yuntan was a desperate man. He decided to throw himself to his death from Westminster bridge. But, as James Hastings reports, he made a life-changing decision moments after making his jump.
GOD SAVED MY LIFE AS I PRAYED TO HIM DURING SUICIDE ATTEMPT
John Yuntan made a leap of faith when he jumped off a bridge. Separated from his family and with nothing to look forward to, the desperate dad decided to end his life on London’s Westminster Bridge. But as he fell towards the icy waters of the River Thames, he had a change of heart and screamed: ’God, don’t let me die’.
John narrowly missed smashing his head open on bridge supports and was picked up immediately by a rescue launch. Today he says God not only saved his life that day – but gave him a completely a new one.
‘On the day l jumped from Westminster Bridge, I was thinking, wait until dark so that people don’t have to see me smash my brains out. As I stood there, I got scared, and I worried about how to jump,’ he says. ‘Do I go head first, or legs first? I’d never tried to kill myself before. I know this will sound bizarre but I’ve always prided myself on being somebody who finishes what he starts. So, Big Ben struck four, I just died decided, do it, But as soon as I I jumped I was praying, ”God, don’t let me die.”’
John had a lengthy criminal background involving drugs, violence and gun-related crime, Born in Romania, he fled to Australia where he married a local woman, Karen, and the couple have three children.
He got involved with gangs thinking, and enjoyed a reputation as a tough guy. John and Karen, now 46, have been separated for seven years since his deportation for dealing heroin. He’s been apart from daughter Danica, now 14, and twin boys Joshua and loner, now 22 since 2003 as well.
Living alone in London, John heard about an Elim church called River Church in Canning Town that held a regular breakfast. With nothing to lose, he went along and told members of his jump – and prayer.
Over the next few weeks, John gave his life to Jesus and discovered a whole new person – himself. ‘I am a changed man’ he says. I feel different, I am so glad to be alive’.
He is still unable to return to Australia but is hoping and praying with members of River Church, for a breakthrough.
John adds, ‘With my children getting older, maybe they’ll visit me. It’s heart-breaking when your body aches to be with people you love.
‘But now I know that there is another lasting love in my life – Christ’s love for me and God’s forgiveness John is determined to over- turn the deportation order, His son Joshua wrote movingly to the Australian government, saying his father was ‘more Australian than most’’ and that it was the ‘saddest day’ of his life when he was forced to leave.
Ian Rathbone, one of the leaders at River Church, added that John has seen a complete turnaround since he became a Christian. He added, ‘John has encountered the living whilst in London,
‘He came to a production run by River Church of Heaven’s Gates and Hell’s Flames and realised there was an eternity. Instead of throwing his life away, he made a leap of faith and gave his life to Jesus that night in the counselling room.
‘God, indeed, did not let him die, but gave him eternal life, John asked us if he could be baptised straight away and so the next week he had water poured over him in the morning service and was duly baptised.
We gave him a Bible with a key verse, Psalm 118: 8 – ”It is better to take refuge in the Lord than to trust in man’. The prodigal son has come home.
He tried to throw his life away but God found him and life away brought him back, and now John knows who he is. He belongs to God, not a gang or under criminal influence’.
Ian added that he hoped many more like John would find faith in Christ through the church’s breakfast outreaches and other evangelism events.
‘If Jesus can die in our place as a sacrifice of love, how much more should we be showing his love to others. And I think showing that love, rather than talking about it, is opening up the way for some of those who attend the Big Breakfast to see God’s love and to respond to him in their own way’.