Rev. E. Anderson
ONCE IN A MILLION
Frank Tripp
A judge without judgement.
Judge Fennell, one of the finest men I ever knew, was walking along the street one ‘day near Central Station. His big, athletic hulk bumped into a man who was milling about among the horde of hurried subway moles en route to their respective homes.
The man, dazed by the impact, staggered backwards as if to fall. Tom, as everyone called the judge, caught him by the shoulders and held him up. The man was well dressed and sober but his eyes were wild and bloodshot. ‘Let me go, I’m all right,’ he said; but Tom saw that he wasn’t, and held on to him.
Judge Fennell, tired from a long day on the bench, took the bewildered stranger into the nearby Commodore Hotel and induced him to stay for dinner. When the man talked, the judge learned that I knew him.
That very afternoon the same man had come to me in distraction. He was a well-known newspaper salesman who used to call on me. He had a good job then and earned good money. Everybody liked to have him around.
When he was about thirty five he met a girl. She wasn’t the right girl for him but he worshipped her. The home and family he wanted never came about. She was out too many nights with other men for that. He began to drink away his troubles, first now and then, but eventually too much. His work slipped. His friends avoided him, his contacts dwindled, and he lost his job. When he came to me, he borrowed two dollars and wanted no more. The judge now found out why: the poor man only wanted to repay a loan he’d had from a friend. Then he was going to kill himself.
When Tom bumped into him, the salesman had just decided it should be the river, rather than the subway tracks he’d first selected. Tom Fennell, after verifying the story, went to work on him in earnest. Tom won. The man reclaimed his wrecked life.
Judge Fennel has since passed on, but I often think of him warmly and wonder how many of us, after bumping into a stranger as did Tom, would merely say, ‘I’m sorry,’ and go on.
And I wonder if it was just coincidence that in the great, heartless city of New York, this man who never had heard of Tom Fennell, happened to go straight from me into the arms of this grand fellow? Somehow I don’t think it was just coincidence.